Sunday, June 28, 2009

BOB

you were a long days dying
my friend
the poetry
of death
bares little
resemblance
to reality
it is dirty
filled with blood
medicine
foul smells
shit
and long
nights
when
it is exhausting
redundant
excruciating

one is afraid
to sleep
afraid of
not waking
of not knowing
where you are
what has happened
where are
the memories
the travels
the experience
is there some
place
where they
are stored
for eternity

your manners
were exquisite
until the end
always asking after others
as you lay there
immobile
at the end
you asked for people
wanting
i think
one last time
to see the smiles
of friends
to hear the
sound of laughter
song
once
before
the sirens call
I was not there
that last moment
goodbyes at
that point seemed
meaningless
you had already gone to
wherever
we go
with your voice
now singing
loudly once more
the songs
you always remembered

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